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Do you want to read my comment? It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: the read of a lifetime.


Dear Whoniverse Discussion,


I am very sorry about my recent behavior on here, the articles and on the chat. I want to say sorry again to one member in particular, Admin. Admin, I treated you badly. I got angered, and lost control. I took it all out on you, and you did not deserve that. I was annoyed and angry, and I lost control of myself. So I'm sorry about my remarks to you, and I am so sorry if I offended you or any other commenter on here.


The little time I have not been a part of this community have greatly helped me, and I actually do feel happier without this place. (Sorry!) At the moment, this place is too stressful for me. 

I have more time for my passions like writing, my friends and school. I am facing my problems, and at times it is difficult, so my chances of snapping at one of you is enhanced at the moment. It is for the best if I spend some time away from here. 


I do have some bad things to say though, and I am going to state them honestly. You can despise me for this, or you may want to kiss me for it, that won't stop me from sharing my thoughts with you in an honest, and hopefully respectful way. So please just let me say some things I have been chewing on for a while. =)


At times, because of my negative opinion about the 12th Doctor, Clara and Series 8, I have felt like an outsider. The feeling is enhanced especially on articles, because  having a different opinion can lead to people labeling you as various things. (Sexist, homophobe, misogynist, Moffat hater, Moffat lover, immature,  and many more.) What I want to say won't apply to many on here, but I really think this sort of labelling should stop. If the show is so modern these days that the Master can become a woman, then why do we still label each other when we do not know each other in real life? Most of us never even met each other. I think we should know by now that people are not labels, and that we are all unique and beautiful creatures.


I have a lot of personal issues at the moment, as some of you know, which has been the cause of some arguments. So I am sorry.

On chat people discus personal issues, But at times I do feel like people use chat as a dumping ground for their issues. The same problems keep coming up, and sometimes it feels like people are just pleading for some attention, instead of actually following the advice we all give them, and dealing with the issue.  

Talking about problems is okay, we all need help sometimes, and we all need to let our feelings out. (So please, let me just say what I want to say in this comment) But, constantly hearing the same issue again simply annoys me, because the situation never changes, and I hate feeling like I cannot actually help you or change your situation. It is really frustrating knowing I can do nothing for you. 


I have tried to bring these issues up at times, but usually when I do I either get drowned out by other commenters, or I even get told to just shut up. (I might have picked a bad time to bring it up, back when I got told to shut up.)

 Whenever an argument happens, apologies are made and that's that. I never actually get to fully talk out what happened, and so frustrations start building up that will come out eventually. I don't think you guys really noticed this, but I felt ignored and I was hurt, because I tried to talk about this nicely and positively and I got ignored, and eventually I was not very civil about my feelings.
I care deeply about this community, and while I have been in the wrong, I only wanted the best for every single one of us. Sorry for some of the negativity in this comment. I just wanted everyone to know what's up, and that I am absolutely fine. I'll miss you guys, but for now this is for the best.


Love,


Yoshfiction


P.S. Stargazer, thanks again for sharing that video a while back. It helped. =)

2 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Admin short for Administrator!  @yoshfiction @Salyavin Don't turn it on me. I actually think you are to blame as well.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Salyavin @yoshfiction I have tried to make things better, but people always turn on me when I do, at this point I really do not care.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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I kinda hoped we were going out on a high....

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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I loved the show and this community, but this episode has brought me to the end. =/

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@The Administrator has never existed!  @BollingerKnickers I dunno about Bolls, but I am not going through that again.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Rate & Discuss Dark Water

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@Mark McCullough Can't believe they managed to make it worse than Kill The Moon for me.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@BollingerKnickers @Afterlife of the Pudding Brains! Let's just leave it Bolly. It's not worth it anymore. =(

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Rate & Discuss Dark Water

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I guess Orphan Black just lost its competition.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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Actually thinking about it, I'm not in the corner, more around the back of the room, but in the middle of the back.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@BollingerKnickers Why did they make me like this comment. =( I should have liked the episode,

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Rate & Discuss Dark Water

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Yeah...I'm probably done. I'm just going to sob in a corner now.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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I liked the Cybermen, did not like Missy or Clara.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Scribey Oh, another one. I hope the story somehow inspires me about real life problems, giving me the exact idea I need to decide a course of action.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Scribey That joke is a certified thigh-slapper!  

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Scribey @RoastNewt @Mark McCullough I think he might deserve better than Clara, rather than the other way around, as the Doctor seems to think.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Mark McCullough Danny is kind of meh for me. he seems like a nice person, but I have no investment in in. I just find him to be very average so far. 

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Scribey The Doctor becoming THE Doctor again, as I have felt disconnected from the show since The Caretaker and in Kill The Moon I stopped believing in him. I want to like and trust him again. 

Also, I hope he is humorous. His grumpy humour worked best in Deep Breath, I have not felt the same way about his dialogue since that episode.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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I am excited! Actual excitement is happening. Really hopeful about the finale at the moment. 

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Scribey @yoshfiction Thanks for the recommendation. =)


3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Scribey @yoshfiction I might try it after my exams. =)

Watching the episodes that is, not suicide! =O

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Scribey You made me want to watch it =P

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@BollingerKnickers

1. Capaldi being a proper Doctor, no more messing about with moons, just be good please.

2. Cybermen.

3. Who the *peep* is Missy? (Finally, a story arc, no more filler episodes)

4. What is heaven? 

5. Whatever is going on with Clara right now. (As little to do with relationships and romance as possible)

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@BollingerKnickers Ice tea and crisps of various flavors.

3 weeks, 1 day ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@stargazer0118 @BollingerKnickers That is what casts my doubts mostly =P

3 weeks, 2 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@BollingerKnickers It could get really interesting, but I am unsure about the idea of a female valeyard. Seems like it might be trying to see if people are up for a female Doctor.


Also, your avatar is beautiful. =)

3 weeks, 2 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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http: //www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVgixOjGhVU

In tribute of the space geckos.

http: //www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNPRad65-Kg

We got those geckos. =(


3 weeks, 2 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/beyond-the-whoniverse/

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@The Finn @yoshfiction I haven't seen City of Death. =/

I would like to see The Doctor and Leonardo being friends on screen. 

3 weeks, 3 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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If you were the showrunner, what sort of character would you want as a companion?

I want Leonardo Da Vinci to become best friends with the Doctor.

3 weeks, 3 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@stargazer0118 @The Administrator has never existed!  @BollingerKnickers If he returns, I don't want to see him as a total villain. More of an anti hero. Not completely evil, his methods are just not right.

I want him to have his own TARDIS, and sometimes he is against the Doctor, and sometimes he is with the Doctor.


It would suit the current Doctor more too,  since they keep saying he is darker and all that, his incarnation and the Master being on the same page for once would be a lot more interesting as a plot than the master being a standard villain again. Give this Doctor some interesting moral ambiguity in the form of the Master.

3 weeks, 3 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@stargazer0118 Whoa! Thanks. I loved it! Not ready to let this show go just yet!

And you called me Yoshi! I like being called Yoshi.


If I stop watching the 12th Doctor, I will dive back in history! There are still things to discover about the Doctor. =)



3 weeks, 3 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@NightRises Personally, series 7 is when the show was running out of steam for me, and it is continuing in series 8. 

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Polyphase Because the moon being an egg is sooo adult! =P

3 weeks, 5 days ago on The Eleventh Doctor: Top Moments

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All good picks, though I would have added Vincent and the Doctor to the list as well.

3 weeks, 5 days ago on The Eleventh Doctor: Five Favourites

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My Doctor! Happy birthday Matt! =)

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Happy Birthday, Matt Smith!

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Who is your own dreamdoctor?

Before Capaldi was anounced, I was hoping for Chiwetel Ejiofor.

In my head, the character would be a very calm and wise Doctor, not easily aggravated. A perfect mediator and very good at negotiations. He would be very open-minded and accepting, and he would search and find something good in everything the universe has to offer him.

 He would be very introverted though, preferring sollitude over being around lots of people. He loves adventure, but he likes quiet moments to read in the TARDIS, or to make theories about whether a baby could develop a time head. 

He needs his companions to keep him grounded, because once he starts thinking about stars, you see a twinkle in his eyes and there is no stopping him. He is also very idealistic, never compromising his principles, always believing there is good in the universe.



3 weeks, 6 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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