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1 day, 14 hours ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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ANNIVERSARY COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Part 1/2


 Right, erm, bit awkward this; but hey hey today (or yesterday) marks 3 years on this site. I think...my first comment was on an article about "The Question" after LKH. I don't know what I said. I have a brief idea but I used ":L" so it's best I don't show you all the full comment. I have to admit; I've had some embarrassing and bad times on the site; from arguing with many, seeing people leave (and get banned), posting my worries and problems far too much (the dark days....eurgh). I look back on those days with a tinge of regret; I left my college because I just couldn't cope. Some days I miss the college, and feel I could've stuck it out and overcome the issues. But, I returned to my school (I'm at Sixth Form) and I overcame the depression. I have to admit there's been some lasting effects; sometimes on chat I've been far too serious and grumpy. And those that know me on chat; know I hate being serious. But, I can't claim all the credit for overcoming the issues; I had a lot of support from my family, and all you, who I guess, are my family. I remember the nights where I said I was "giving up" or that I was a bad thing on chat yada yada. Those nights were filled with desperation, confusion, self-loathing and to be quite honest; the attention (at the time) helped. A bad mistake.

I'd like to think I've made some people on chat and WD proud because of what I overcame. I feel like a different person. A stronger one. And again; the support from you gits helped massively.

And we've seen some great times! We've seen Matt Smith leave, Capaldi join; Amy and Rory leave; Clara join. We've seen the 50th anniversary and the anniversaries of so many fantastic people on here. If there's one thing you all are: It's great. I've seen people tackle some serious issues, I know there are some people who are still tackling serious issues; they should never be left behind, or have their problems forgotten. It's astounding to see such a vast arrange of troubled, yet great people. I sometime forget the turmoil that has been faced by people I talk to so much. It never fails to make me even more respectful of them. I have to admit; when the 'beta' turned into the 'chat' I wasn't massively pleased. I became accustomed to the tight group that was in the beta. The idea of 'new' people just turned me off. But I came to know them, to talk to them properly and to see what sort of people they really are; and they are spectacular. 

It's very difficult writing this sort of comment as it's very easy to forget little features of the site, and friendship that are so big at the same time. I have to offer my apologies to DWTV; for the times I've been a bit of a mug on chat or when I've layered all my problems on WD. DWTV deserves so much praise, acclaim and respect. He's put in so much effort into running this site, so much I won't even try to explain it with a bigger word. He's had to make tough decisions and they've all been good ones in the end. I really hope DWTV sees this as I don't feel as if I've thanked him enough times in the past, but he deserves all the praise he can get! 
I also want to offer my apologies for not being on Whoniverse Discussion (WD) as much as I should. I don't know why I stopped. Chat was a quick, easy way to talk to people so that has to be a factor. I wish I talked to a lot of people on WD more. Because there's fantastic people on here. I've talked to some, but then sadly stopped. Which is a huge shame. 

Now...I've gotta word this right; so sorry if I do word it wrong. As some will know on chat; I've been told there's a chance I have dyspraxia . I've had troubles processing knowledge, tasks and general things. My memory can be terrible at times and I seriously struggle completing work because I get so distracted. There are other issues. I'm going to see someone at the sixth form to get a full diagnoses. But...this is awkward; but I'm going to have to take a break because of this. Now! This is not in anyway similar to when I've 'left' in the past. Far from it. When I took breaks or left; it was because I was desperate, down and at times in need of attention. This is in no way similar to that and I'd be offended if this is described as being similar. 
I've known for a few weeks about what I have to do. I've told some people on 'private message' about my desire to move on. And also my need to do it. I also want no-one to feel offended by what I'm about to say...but: I feel as if chat is in someway, holding me back. I don't dislike chat in anyway what so ever. But for too many times have I not completed ANY work because I've been distracted on chat. Far too many. 

1 day, 14 hours ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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ANNIVERSARY COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Part 2/2


I'm 17. I'm about to start my second year doing A-Levels. I'm hopefully one year away from UNI. This is the crunch period where I need to complete work; but to also get into the real world. I'll admit I daydream and drift. But now is the time to grow up and really find out who I am; what I plan to do, and to finally get down to work and become a better person. I want to make sure that none of you feel I'm leaving out of the blue, or that I'm wanting attention! I've decided this for a few weeks and I feel as if I'm in need of moving on. My mind is set. I know this may sound harsh; but I want to move on from here (for a while, while I get things done) and do what I want to do. I'm going to Spain tomorrow for 10 days; which will help as I'll get used to not being on chat and WD. But honestly, I feel that for once I will not get the desire to come back straight away (like I have done embarrassingly in the past!).But please, I hope you understand my reasons. I have to be honest; if I'm not back and commenting by early-ish October; then do not gain the idea I'll be back at all. I may have fully moved on. Which could be a good thing. 

No point ending on a negative note; I just wanted to say...thank-you. I decided against naming certain people as it can lead to other people feeling left out. But you're all, fantastic, intelligent, complex and beautiful people. Whilst we may disagree and fall out; we always end up together. So many times we've came together to overcome something. The family has never been stronger. It's like a forest. A few trees may leave. But new ones grow and become beautiful and fantastic, just like the others. Some may leave. But the vast majority are still there. And like I said; new ones arrive...okay this might sound like a terrible metaphor or analogy or something like that. But you're great! 

I love you guys. The reason I could never fully leave was because I just never had the guts. Now I feel as if I do. But let's kick off our shoes and let's get this party started! Stay focussed, friendly and fantastic. If you don't see me by October then...well I wish you all the best of luck for the fantastic future(s) you all have coming! I'll even hug some people.....I don't want anyone to feel as if my comment is linked to any other decision someone else has made. I'm not copying anyone at all. This was a decision made a few weeks ago. This is me "getting out". I hope this comment ins't taken in a wrong way at all. I leave tomorrow. I still have one more night left in me.

And to end this comment...:You know as we come to the end of this phase of our lives, we find ourselves trying to remember the good times and trying to forget the bad times, and we find ourselves thinking about the future. We start to worry, thinking "What am I gonna do?", "Where am I gonna be in ten years?". But I say to you, "Hey, look at me". Please, don't worry so much, because in the end none of us have very long on this earth - life is fleeting. And if you're ever distressed, cast your eyes to the summer sky when the stars are strung across the velvety night, and when a shooting star streaks through the blackness turning night into day, make a wish and think of me. Make your life spectacular. 

1 day, 14 hours ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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IF the Master did return, I'd love Simm to have some decent screentime; he is a talent that can not be wasted 

1 week, 1 day ago on Moffat Teases “Major Foe” For Series 8

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I think if she did leave, then it would have to be during series 8, not Christmas 

1 week, 1 day ago on Coleman on Exit Rumours: “I don’t want to tell you the truth”

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@TardisBoy After someone who has been in love, and has had a breakup and then seen said person with someone else...it does make you feel "oy I was here first" because it kills. TBH Although I'm not a huge fan of her in series 4 finale, she is a good character with flaws, complications e.c.t. 

1 week, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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When is the One Show episode with Capaldi on? This thursday? 

1 week, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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The human race wakes up to the most surprising invasion yet: the trees have moved back in. Everywhere a forest has grown overnight and taken back the Earth.- Forest....hmmm....possible Vashta Narada return? I doubt it. Shot in the dark



1 week, 4 days ago on Moffat Previews Series 8 in Radio Times

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Hot diddly odd! This is great! But yeah, as what the big G Gustaff said; this is pretty spoilery so watch out if you're going blind!


1 week, 4 days ago on Moffat Previews Series 8 in Radio Times

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@NumberNine How?

1 week, 5 days ago on DWM #477: Peter Capaldi

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@TheOncomingSnow @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ @TardisBoy I love beans so I'm sorted! As long as bacon isn't expensive then I'm happy

1 week, 5 days ago on Radio Times: Series 8 Cover

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@TardisBoy Does 30p make it less cheap? The life of a Uni student ;)

1 week, 5 days ago on Radio Times: Series 8 Cover

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@TheOncomingSnow @TardisBoy Is that it? I was going to guees between £5 and £8 :|

1 week, 5 days ago on Radio Times: Series 8 Cover

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"Written by X and Steven Moffat" O.o does this normally happen? I know obviously Moffat has an in-put, but is this a collaboration...?


1 week, 5 days ago on Series 8: All Titles Revealed

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Plus with Capaldi; I have no worries about him not being in series 9. The man is a die-hard fan. He's only done one series and seems to enjoy it. It would be a waste to see him go after 1 series. Perhaps he's waiting to see how the public think of his Doctor, before signing on?

1 week, 5 days ago on Jenna Coleman Leaving at Christmas?

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“It’s speculation at this time. People will have to watch the series to see if she’s coming back or not.”- seems like the BBC are still in negotiations with her, and she hasn't signed on for series 9 because of this. Same with Capaldi.



1 week, 5 days ago on Jenna Coleman Leaving at Christmas?

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Hmmmmmm. TBH  I hope it's untrue 

1 week, 6 days ago on Jenna Coleman Leaving at Christmas?

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@TardisBoy Find it strange that they've refused to comment

1 week, 6 days ago on Jenna Coleman Leaving at Christmas?

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Don't forget; the Matt Smith 'leaving' story was leaked. This could very well be true. 

1 week, 6 days ago on Jenna Coleman Leaving at Christmas?

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No....stay....

2 weeks, 2 days ago on Capaldi Unclear on Series 9 Return

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"Confronted with a decision that could change the Daleks forever he is forced to examine his conscience." this just sounds great

2 weeks, 2 days ago on Into The Dalek BBC Synopsis

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@The War Genie One my favourite parodies so far

2 weeks, 3 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@The Count @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ From your own diary. *x files theme*

2 weeks, 3 days ago on Coleman on Clara and Danny in Series 8

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@The Count where have I seen this before...?

2 weeks, 3 days ago on Coleman on Clara and Danny in Series 8

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"and he plays the trumpet in-between takes as well on set!" added with what he wore at the premire; he seems like a cool guy 



2 weeks, 3 days ago on Coleman on Clara and Danny in Series 8

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Pretty chuffed about this. Don't envy those trying to shoot during such a busy, hot and demanding day. 

2 weeks, 5 days ago on Talalay Talks “Action-Packed, Emotional” Series 8 Finale

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@DWTV Woah you've finally regenerated! 

3 weeks ago on World Tour Live Stream: Seoul Q&A

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@Djornad @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ @The Administrator Oh I can't remember series 6 and 7 ratings XD I just knew only 1 out of series 1-4 was a 12.

3 weeks, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Djornad @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ @The Administrator Really? On mine, I think only series 3 is a 12.

3 weeks, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@Djornad @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ "but 'Nightmare in Silver' is just poor." aye mon 

3 weeks, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@The Genie @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ And even if you did say something...."I hate you"...really?

3 weeks, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@The Administrator @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ Could this joke involve swearing? :D .............

3 weeks, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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'Nightmare in Silver' just seems so...poor. The dialogue is just abysmal. "Porridge: Don't say things like that about the Imperial family. You can end up on the run for the rest of your life.

Artie: They don't sound very nice."- Really? Here's an idea; take a shot everytime Angie says something is "stupid" or if you really want to end up hammered; just take a shot everytime she moans about something. I've defended her in the past, but 'Nightmare in Silver' is just poor. Really, really poor. I really hope those kids aren't in series 8 at all. 

3 weeks, 4 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@TheTimeTraveller is excited for Capaldi 10. Complex. Charming. Lonely at times. Flawed. Eccentric. Funny. Classic era filled with great monsters and villains. Overall a stunning Doctor.

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@TardisBoy I just feel that with a new Doctor, I'd like the Master to stay the same. Plus Simm is such a talent. 

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@TheTimeTraveller is excited for Capaldi Not an 'Eastedners' fan by SJS could be good. He is pretty creepy. He could very well pull off the cold and sinister edge to the Master. But would he have the slight charm...?

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@The Count @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ Take the blame for me skinning you for not wanting Simm back fully

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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@The Count @TheAmazingSkyFaller™ I just want Simm to come back....and you have to take part of the blame for this

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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Come on David...this is your type of debate

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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I hope this causes such a debate that three people are banned, DWTV swears because of this and TTT ends up with a cactus thrown at her (thrown by Admin). 


So....if the Master DOES come back then...it has to be Simm. Not just to be used in a regeneration episode. But for multiple stories. Simm has a talent that can't be wasted. Yes, some could say his 'story' ended in TEOT. But, load of tosh! There are so many things you can do with his Master.

If the Master comes back, then Simm stays. 

3 weeks, 5 days ago on Conversation @ http://www.doctorwhotv.co.uk/discusswho/062014/

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